'i just..' my voice was trembling now, it hurt so much inside that i felt hollow,'..it hurts to remember someone that you saw one day, whom you barely had a conversation with. a guy whose blue eyes you looked after everywhere, you even bought a pair of earrings that had the same colour as his eyes. the compliment he gave you, that you smile inside to everytime you remember, was that you were good at math. FOR CALCULATING THE RIGHT SUMMARIZED THE FUCKING PRIZE FOR WHAT MY FRIEND WOULD BUY QUICKLY. i'm so sad. it was three years ago, maybe more..'
'why now?'
'because i just fell out of love with the guy whom i have been unluckily in love with for two years. i felt totally fine, then i started to remember his eyes. HIS EYES.'
oh my god, what is wrong with me.