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April fools
102.
2014-09-22 23:52:22 /
vardag /
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- 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- Can't recall.
- 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Heh, I guess.
- 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- A couple of days ago I think. It's mostly like that anyway.
- 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Yeah.
- 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- No?
- 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Oui.
- 7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- Layers of black.
- 8. How often do you listen to music?
- Always.
- 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- Jeans!
- 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
- It kinda already has, yet not.
- 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- Both, if that makes sense.
- 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- Eeeeh, maybe? Idk.
- 13. What about ‘R’?
- Yeaah, hahahhaa.
- 14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- Nah, tried but damn it's hard.
- 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- Mostly.
- 16. Are you going out of town soon?
- Maybe in a couple of weeks/months.
- 17. When was the last time you cried?
- Some day ago I think? Bad trip.
- 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- Define love, and someone.
- 19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- YES! To light grey or ice blue.
- 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- Sadly.
- 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- This fucking cold that won't let me sleep.
- 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- Oh my god, yes!
- 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- HAHAHAHAH it could seem like that sometimes but no, god no.
- 24. What are you sitting on right now?
- *laying. Bed.
- 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- No, if it happens it's rare and not soberly said.
- 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- Always.
- 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- Uh, José?
- 28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- YES AND PILLS DON'T HELP.
- 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- Somewhere irrelevent.
- 30. Does anyone hate you?
- I don't think anyone even cares enough to hate me, damn.
- 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- Probably.
- 32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- Sometiimes, but I get too scared easily.
- 33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- YES ASAP.
- 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- Uhm, too many bad years to decide from.
- 35. Did you have a dream last night?
- Most probably.
- 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Today, half-jokingly.
- 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- No way.
- 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- HAHAHHAHAAH NO.
- 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Noooopeee.
- 40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- Uh, half-good I think. Can't recall.
- 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- With myself, still going strong <3
- 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- Hahahahha probably.
- 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- Yes.
- 44. What’s the best part about school?
- Absolutely nothing.
- 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- Ouii.
- 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- *did. Yeah, how else would one survive.
- 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- Too often.
- 48. Were you single over the last summer?
- Yeees, no ragrets.
- 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- Nah.
- 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Sleep.
- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- No?
- 52. Are you nice to everyone?
- Hahahaha no, why would I be.
- 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- Uh, yeaaah? I don't know.
- 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- Yeah.
- 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- Sometimes.
- 56. Do you think you like someone?
- No.
- 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- Ehhehhehe yeees.
- 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- Boys.
- 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- Yah.
- 60. Do you hate anyone?
- Not that I know of.
- 61. How’s your heart?
- Missing.
- 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- Yes.
- 63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- Yes.
- 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- No one.
- 65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- HOW SHOULD I KNOW.
- 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- PROBABLY LOOOL.
- 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- No, who wants someone to cry???
- 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- Naaah.
- 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- Lana del rey.
- 70. How do you look right now?
- Like a high goblin.
- 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- Yeah, or else I don't know who I really am
- 72. Can you commit to one person?
- Maybe.
- 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- Mmm, yeaaaah!
- 74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- Too often.
- 75. Did you wake up cranky?
- I always dooo.
- 76. Are you a jealous person?
- Lol yh.
- 77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- Never (for me).
- 78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- Many (they've given up on me).
- 79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- 55.
- 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- Clean.
- 81. Last person you cried in front of?
- Uuuh, Emmie??? I think.
- 82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- Yeah.
- 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- He was.
- 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- Fucking, it depends on if I'd feel as crappy then.
- 85. Are you over your past?
- Is anyone?
- 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- Uuh, pass.
- 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- Yeah.
- 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- There's nothing to apologize for?
- 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- OH MY GOD HAHAHAHAHAHA, uh, maaaaan idk.
- 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- Naah?? Friends, have I?
- 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- Lol noooo.
- 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- Nah.
- 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- No.
- 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- Well me and me were pretty happy.
- 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- I didnt like anyone.
- 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- Yes god damn.
- 97. Who do you have texts from?
- EMMIIEEEEEEE HAY GURL
- 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- Good for you, want me to wingman?
- 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- Yeeeeees, good stuff.
- 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- Me.
- 101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- Ugh, I wish.
- 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- Sadly yes.
Need you
2014-09-15 13:47:28 /
vardag /
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I gave up the thought of love a long time ago
Because to you I simply wasnt enough
Rose coloured glasses
Couldnt hide the truth
I never thought of emotion as a joke
Irony is just behind the corner
Cause now thats all I want to live without
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Then u told urself; u found a modern mona lisa
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VARFÖR KLIPPTE JAG HÅRET DAMN IT
Tbt
So far
Roadtrip
2014-09-09 20:33:57 /
vardag /
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An unhappy soul says hello
Travels down the road far too slow
She was mumbling we should drive off the cliff
So we did
And look where she ended up
That is solemnly a domed heart i swear
Feel feel feel
2014-09-09 20:32:48 /
vardag /
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You dont have to have one
You dont even have to want one
But i still feel lonely at times
Alone all the time
Its like sorrow fills you
Especially when you see the happiness it could bring
So i often look away
Laugh it off
Shrug my feelings off
And then when the wine has taken its tool and you're sitting on the ground with your friends
It could break
Your sober thoughts are gone
You dont know what you want
Who are you
Why do you want something you dont know nor have ever had
Loneliness is a fear of moving in a deathly quite street
knowing there is no one to greet
Or the hopes you have to smother
just to breath
Im so pathetic
But i know its all i can ever be able to feel