DILKE -

lion king

2012-11-30 23:30:16 / / Comments

I'VE SEEN YOUR FACE.

2012-11-30 22:25:00 / vardag / Comments

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novemb.

2012-11-30 21:47:07 / / Comments

when it comes to hair

2012-11-30 21:17:54 / vardag / Comments

Olivia Palermo Messy Updo for Medium Length Hair

NUMB.

2012-11-29 22:25:17 / vardag / Comments

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ZOMBIE NOVEL.

2012-11-29 00:04:23 / vardag / Comments

The ground was darkened with blood and
dirt. Rotten leaves surrounded the
discolored trees that were randomly
placed in the park. The sun shone dirtly
through the brown clouds that were
transparent on the greyish sky.
Lucy shut the blinders and turned away
from the window with a heavy sigh. The
world would never be the same, and for
each day that passes she became more
stern, the smile on her face gone
forever. Dampened furniture were
minimalisticly placed in the small hotel
room. She had stayed her for almost 2
months now. The food storage was almost
completely out, and for days she had
been spying out the window for hours,
trying to see if it would be.. 'safe' to
go out, to find some place new. She had
to chose quickly, either she would die
here or they would kill her trying to
survive out there. Staying in the hotel
room sounded like a better idea, there
was no way that she would turn into one
of them. That would be the worst thing
now. She would rather want to be eaten
alive by those forsaken monsters. Some
recently infected by the virus that had
haunted her ever since the epidemi had
started half a year ago.

B R E A T H I N G T H R O U G H T H E D A R K .

2012-11-27 21:46:00 / vardag / Comments

eyegasm.

2012-11-27 16:05:07 / vardag / Comments

PHOTOBOOTHSPAM.

2012-11-26 14:01:54 / vardag / Comments

dead.

2012-11-26 11:10:31 / / Comments

sov inte något i natt, smart liksom.

idé

2012-11-26 02:43:53 / vardag / Comments

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2012-11-25 18:47:37 / vardag / Comments

it isu

2012-11-25 02:15:55 / vardag / Comments

känns som att min blogg ständigt utvecklas och ändras. bläh. bjuder på tre bilder från tallin jag inte lagt ut. ur welcome.

i dont even know.

2012-11-25 01:46:02 / vardag / Comments

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'i just..' my voice was trembling now, it hurt so much inside that i felt hollow,'..it hurts to remember someone that you saw one day, whom you barely had a conversation with. a guy whose blue eyes you looked after everywhere, you even bought a pair of earrings that had the same colour as his eyes. the compliment he gave you, that you smile inside to everytime you remember, was that you were good at math. FOR CALCULATING THE RIGHT SUMMARIZED THE FUCKING PRIZE FOR WHAT MY FRIEND WOULD BUY QUICKLY. i'm so sad. it was three years ago, maybe more..'
'why now?'
'because i just fell out of love with the guy whom i have been unluckily in love with for two years. i felt totally fine, then i started to remember his eyes. HIS EYES.'
oh my god, what is wrong with me.

the shadows were calling, and i had nowhere else to go.

2012-11-24 23:48:18 / vardag / Comments

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'NO! Shut the fuck up! You don't know anything!'
'Don't I know anything? YOU ARE FUCKING CUTTING YOURSELF! AND WHY? IS IT BECAUSE YOUR LITTLE HEART IS BROKEN? IS YOUR LIFE TOO HARD?' his gaze pierced into mine. his words dripping with sarcasm and incomprehension drilled a hole inside of me. i felt lonely. i needed to go. but first i had to say it, it had been nagging me for to long, tugging in my mind to come out. this was it.
'I don't cut myself because it hurts. I eat because everything hurts. I've been eating for years, bad things. AND I CUT MYSELF BECAUSE I EAT WHEN IT HURTS, DON'T YOU GET IT YET? No, right, sorry, you never will, because you can eat when everything hurts without consequenses. Roger that. I'm out.' he didn't get time to get back from his shock before i was gone.

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i needed my friends. but i couldn't just ask them to know that, not question or give advice. just the knowledge. i couldn't cry nor talk to them. i could barely even now admit how i was feeling. i had always been damaged, but in a way that has always been put in the dark. the shadows were calling, and i had nowhere else to go.