Today is the day you were born; I had completely forgotten. It was as if electricity struck my bones when I was notified, and I didn't know what to do. In three days it's been two months since our final goodbye, but I still feel as if it's supposed to be tomorrow that will be the day. It's like I'm living in two different worlds, different times; where you have to keep up a charade and choke it down.

Love you still, love you always,

I'll join you soon enough anyways.